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Institutions of all murders
Under systems
Systems of your soul sucking down
Inbibed in your own systems
Where you chose not to care.....

Roped-in systems
All smells like mental decay
Smells like emotional void+
Smells like burnt roses
Like ash falling over the souls of the quick theives....

Sack over the head-blackens
Like snuffing out of light+
Light of endeavor-to black of indifference!
Handcuffs that cut-no deeper than some soul left burning....

Roses smell like blood
Like a ruination+
Institutions of all your murders
Murders of all your institutions+
Mentally marred....
Shackled to the fight in hand.....
No longer open to any concepts nor concerns.....
The marring on your senses
The rope on your soul!
The dulling of your eyes....
The night of signs-this night of sciences....
Has dulled them anywayZ!!

Like a rose dropped sudden-left crushed.....
Became sodden-pressed down in earth saturated as despised+
The tramping down of seekers and strangers
Now no longer condemned to remain private-unanswered But now
priceless and catalouged!
A treasure tucked away
Like all the victorys-turned into dust+
Like all the sciences turned over bust+

Indifference became decadence-marred by this lust.....
Heavy lidded suspension....
Strange changeing of the hours
Strange changing of the arts+
Arts of life preservation-now turned to deaths preservation+
Preservation of these arts.....
But the truer stain has bleed away already-unseen!
Its secrets left confined to a space on a running-reel!
A mind-reel only rolling in private
Somone elsas privations getting caught!

As the sentence of neon continues....
As hours of tarmac roll away.....
Who thinks?!?
Who feels?!?
Who knows who was here like a blinking eye and now gone away?!?
A burning star that blinked in beautifull reds caught greedy in a fist.....
A breathing lung sucking in mists.....
A burning glow in the dark-this hot stick sucking in the angers-with the air.....
I make you everything-and I make you nothing!
The dead get more care than the living.....
The tenderest positions-the tender repose.....
See how Ive elevated you-even as Ive expunged you!
You are now foe from friend+
I am a fiendish friend-the hellish befriender.....
Life from dreams+
Life expunged-expired as a lustfull urge made most sour.....
Made more sweet before that hour
Infamous in beautifull death+
Anonymous in the before life
Same as before-now never as same!

Saner before-it seems we all are?!?
Till this cord tore out....
Blood drops are like fruits......jewels
Like a red star-no longer burning!
The cream has gone from this top+
The crown from this head!

I dip you in dark-no more daylights ahead
Just scores to the marked+
I add on cuts where its bled+
I lay down this sweet head....
In too much deferance-to mark you forever-to mark you to stay!!
No more chances-no more dances+
No more trying before the fire of life+
Wanting too much requires a captive-a keeping!
Plotting a snare means round you Im creeping
Despising too much requires a reaping!
Some souls like a blinking light!
Too red-too fast!
Got turned down-got tuned out+

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++BLACK SNAKE++
The living strain of your bastard sin...
Was given some life-this time around!
The precious detour that Im in....
Reaching for invisible worlds....
Reading from invisible works....
Healing of forbidden sins...+
Hearing strangely made works-some like your words+

Scarred by your touch....
where hands were once....
the flesh seems melted....
Welted with the scars-where angels most forsaken.....
have miss-matched and criss-crossed!
wrenched together and ripped back apart again+
Time was kind and converged-to bring you forth!
To give me breifly some fleshly.life+

Now your back to sneaking under the covers of my mortal-mind!!
I laugh-you think I cant find you here?!?
Your prescence morbid-obscene-vivid!
Ive seen you as ghost-as shadow-as lurker.....as lunger+
Is your hunger driving you on-to where understanding gets kept?!?
The stranger love of the deeper-life+
my flesh part-stranger to my own essence now!!
my ripened fesh unused-untouched-in a way it kinda just rots+
too much of your souls bad strain-seen leaking over!

Visions of ectasys-goddess life once breathed!
From sacred breath-a living life to conceive!
Now turned back to some reapers tide-turn.....?!?!
some pheonix turn this life gone undone-seem to have turned to some stranger flame....?!?
I peek into the void knowing its vastness.....
knowing you vacated your chossen seat+
your love gone cold-gray ashes casting grayed ash-drowned-softened shadows.....its greif gone slower!
the down turn- the down tune+

{Interlude}
(men of deadly myth made massive.....
this bastard magnificance.....
shadow behind my longing soul!
looming shadow of gray doom overworks-overlays this older womb!
you want me same and dead-
moreover dead and yet same!!
This deluge of faceless mask-gone grayness made as fatherless-rudderless blind-made doom!!
Cant take my soul-too scorned this over-life!
But somehow it remains-whos god is older-whos god is colder?!?
Who can constrain and retain us?!?;
Yet still most faceless and faded to grays+
That the grim of emporers seam remains behind mind and time-stays unseen?!?)

Some lifetimes hewed away super fast+
crystal sharp images of feasting-keeps from turning too fast back into cryptic cursed loss...
++Suiside has a ghostly form-a screaming arch of spirit-gotten escaped out again++
Its futures been knawed away again+
And beyond the daily-durge it knows...
some love trying to live still-Some love trying to die back down!
The criss-crossed of angels bearing a different cross......
Different kinds of love for god.....
The devout and the sceptic....
The born-preist and the wretched-vampire!
The born romantic and the deadling coward!
your arts made most profound again getting squandered again-always winds up cut back to lost!
your talents abundant-selfhate has marred you....
Cant ever be living-cant ever even decide?!?!
Always present-But mostly not seen+
This ghostly divide!
This constant war from tide to tide+

Its your loss-what you are beleiving as a gain+
To plough from the greater of sins-that you live to cut back- to sand down- to grind unto dust those you yourself saw to embrace as a brother!
Your words-made by you! Blow like sand-blow like dust+
To come in as brother-go back out as another!!

the vastness of your solitude made ever-present now!
In wake like stasis-this state of station+
Clinging grimly to reason-trying to be stoical in the horror of departed time!
Every day my black heart goes strange mishaped-till its born back in again!
But wretched greif wrings through my beaten down flesh still....again and again!!
The lonley circle ensnares....
greif is pitiless-till my stomach is empty....
Days and nights of howling-forsaken by my gods?!?
Prayers to the master from.my shackled soul-bring in some light+
Faith takers master-strike!
To tell me Im not worth any love-any life!
No up-turn from the grave.....
No escaping from cruel-fate!
This downturn....I have re-tuned!!
Retuned my soul to exclude you-no more part of my reality!
I would seek your favours-unto a stupid abdication-till death beaten+
other times rather you were just dead+
Or dying from a hundred spells+
reaking havoc on your (stupid) soul+
But time dosnt take on the grit-nor bearweight to this gravel!
The drum dosnt shift the beat-nor beast return to the stable+

Need to rotate round my soul-push away- turn ships wheel hard about!!
Im taking on waters-slow sinking!
Trying to sink my soul slower-trying to reason with the unreasoned!!
Knowing soul struggles with staying living-the more seasoned trys to reckon with the innocent that it cannot be.....+

Trying to untie the knotted-living cannot love the dead!
Beleiver cannot love a hater of gods+
Broken from ill-assorted fate!
How could this ever be?!?
Gods angel became fallen?!? got taken?!?

Have seen the crack in mirror-in mute pain sader illusions kept quietly drunken!
Beyond this earthly pain+
Someone elsas brother-someone elsas lover+
Some spirit likened to a strange horror-all prayers-all ways-yet it has not yet seen to depart!!
Why is it here?!?
The enemy sneaking seeking some companys?!?
Or comeing in just depraved and lifeless?!?

Soul decrees you a stranger to survive-while blind human
heart most deprived clings on most stubbornly+
Is that my own heart that cannot hear me?!?
Departed from my self-so challenged by strangest bloods-I am coming unstuck-staying unmanned!!
Stupid train-broken strain needs turning!

Too much turning-all angles Im turning....
straining aganist strange tides-stranger bloods have turned this ship-around!
wrong-surge wrong tide-wrong time!!
Stupid siren song-this vicious slut drags me down and around....
man made cany-man made wise-preist made pious struggles aganist bitter-ravages+
Night and day soul needs to find whatever refuge it can-to not be drowning-falling!
Steer this ship again or stay in dry dock-my sanity getting tied into knots+
I am balancing out the dying-wishing you erased.....+

constant stream of crueltys! heart most fearfull of nights gone stranger!
Near constant sense of a stranger....
Constant sound of strains-constant pain from this vain source!
Know I die in vain......for your vanitys!
Know I die in vain from hacking-crueltys+
Die in vain from your weak well of beleif....
Arrogant to the last-you refuse to fight!
To be a man to even rise.....
Your decadence-blind sin-sees me spit!

Black hate vies with the thirst.....
Black anger fights with the curse....
You.must have poisoned me?!?
Blinded by unwordly lusts and stranger visions still.....
I covet your desire back-like a thirst!!
Your lust is not love-nor is it any life
Know my own eyes are damned down to blind!
Ive lived without everything elsa voided from your too sweet lies+
But some stupid born tie?!?
To covet this filled up cup-I will create of myself sirens and ghosts!
Sluts and warriors-whatever can grip can pull-life back into me!
My resolve and true reserve most cruely wasted in you!
May you choke-glutted on your own corruptions-whore of all blasphemys+
Beast of all burdens+
Man made-whore of all nights!

I am ill without you-made frail....
Promised life-most fouly left to die+
Stupid bitch of sin-you whore yourself in this life-without a care!
In the living life I am wasting-therefore dreaming gives me back life+
The brother in my soul will give me human touch that you denied+
My soul trys to refute you....
My soul trys to expell you-like afterbirth.....+
What have I birthed in you-But mortal greifs?!?
foriegn to my natural pride
I sense a wasted journey-a wasted death....
Testing my souls reserves-I will not die!!
Hating you gives me back vital surges-it gives me life.....
As my angels love you-my ever faithfull demons hate you most morbidly....
All black-all venom-all vehement!!
You must be shoved out of circle+
eXpelled....
Get out of me.....
You think I cant fight?!?
The slow drip-drip of my still waxing hate....is strong!
My emotions have a death grip to strangers....
You reckoned without my will?!?
That my soul was only in the light?!?
Stupid bastard+
come and confess your bastard sins+
Before I see you done and down....
Too close to danger-yet too far from god.....
To be continued.....©OK-F2017

💀🤍©KNIX LILLY BANE-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED🔏💀🤍



++BLACK OPIUM++❤️🌹
++The decadence of your hollow dreams-wasting me away++
The lure of your wasting lusts-holding me in sway+
The scourge of your bitter hatreds-killing me for another day+
The score of your still-sore soul-taring it all away+
Mockery of your own god-now non-divine?!?+
Soul of all Eternitys-got shackled by these brutalitys+
Torn from all time++

Senseless to my own sensibility's-Im naked in my stupified lust+
Yearning for your form-my eyes are like black diamonds+
Scouring over the lines....
Lingering on your body length-my mind butterfly flits off again+
Mane like a wild horse-black waterfall..
luxurys to the touch-scented like a better world+
Perfumed by scents of someone-somewhere elsa!
A better life-kept getting lost+
Key to the divine-doors got lost somewherez?!?+

Your face like hope-divine life to be perceived+
I drained it all in-while you went on your way+
Burning sharp in my beautifull light contours so vivid most divine+
The simple handsome-the savage stranger-made enough
Till I forgot to save-and you pulled on the plug-to blackness+
I was too slow to capture you.....
Bird of raptor flewn!

But you hate this world....
And I didnt reckon with it-though the bitter strain was spreading....
Soured by deepest discontents....
Futile bitter chalice boils over+
Scourged over by older sufferings I cannot see....
Vampire of dying-self! Fallen down the well of time....
Lurking slipping clawing-trying to pull up?!?
Cant face the light?!? Too far from the will-the world.....reaching towards me!?!
Trying to get in-trying to get me out?!?
Im frightened youve gone over-that for sure that is no living man?!?

Dark prince of lazy sloths.....
Youve spoiled yourself!
Generation of loveless youth!
The decadence of rejections
Made lifeless to all gods.
The tones of your soul are all dead+
Nothing registers now+
Useless slut+
Flaming black slut
Sworded in sensenual sins
Mired in many thefts
Flaunting your sweet made flesh....
yet how can you feel in this fleshly life?!?
morbid with self-pitys
flirting with truth and lies-playing with life and death....
like cat with bird+
Sullen youth-spoiled in despise+
Decadent in self-respite-wasting in self despise+
spoiling in your own juices+
Black whore of sins+
Black rose-of fatal sleep+
Your promise made vivid sweet-your unproven lies made utter bitter+utter sin+
Your own provinance dragged right through the gutter+
strewn with unclean murk and bitter myres+

Spoiled prince-bitter prince-black prince+
wasting dying prince+
Sick in your own tomb....
your soul looks inert+
You dont have a god?!?
you are just a rudderless base whore+
Constant subject to my lusts+
As I am subjected to you
The subject the pupil the slut of divine reference
Still unconquered in your viceing domain!
In my mind you burn on+
Die in bounty for your sins+
Black rose choking!
I smirk.....you think there is no god still?!?
Yet your fall heavy again-crashing in suisides fateful embraces
Melting like bad-candles+
Trapped in bad dreams
Some bad dreams-some daymares made newer still!
Reapers reel made too loose
His cuts could kill the murders-clean you off!
Let you die more looser!
The shock of your crashes.....
You die so deep
You die so hard
Like any whore should fall
Maybe still a human made then?!?
I see-I know-I sense
I wear the veil.....
Your agons dye your eyes blind....
Ink wells of black sins
Swelling up black
Fleeing?!?
Leaking?!?
The hates so bold and black in bursting heart
Never spitted-spoken Or staked out in this futile life
My self the only witness god truly mad
Made desperate to reserect the futile-to some mercy of Fertility's}

Bad jack-black jack of my wasted lusts+
The price of your charms is a fleeting trance.....
Pleasure made too heavy...
The price is a constant echoe.....
A constant falling.....
Im sure you hate me-desire is just the gods kept fighting+
I'm sure I've hated at Gods
Within the gravid weight of sensuous lusts
Over and over-animal blind
desperate in my leanings
Its just life-life in eternal bondage}
Shackled heavy in my dephts to dietys....
Ive paid heavy for this lustfall chance!

Human reason kept chained for a mearest pass....
Then back to the bitterest ryhmes+
The chart of destruction.....
The well of black-blood casting about+
You are alone because you pull others apart-when you fall.....
You castigate them-you masturbate them.....
Theyd give you life-you cast them down and out+
Wear your constant despise-your decadence l
Like a blackened death wreath!!
While others suffer-sacrifice to endevour
you lanquish about dimly++

Fatalist angel-black feathers cast about....
You hate the light-that keeps us apart!
To despise all known gods-you own left crippled
Saves my soul-love like a wreath thrown on....
You despise all puritys?!?
Blind to angels-blinding to maidens?!?
Youd tare at other races-other faces?!?
Blind to this darkness-blind to this lust+
Bound to the wastings.....
Scourging there world-well of despise+
Nothing seems good enough anywayz!
But youd still take anything and tare it all apart slowley.....
While your soul wears a bad mark?!?
Where is your gods love?!? So far apart!
Not nourished-in torment of hungers tare it all apart.....
No.love from dark gods-lost prince-lost child
lying in thrall to stranger-enemys
And ages of Agony's+

Spoiled black prince of a poison reign+
Your rain falls black and cold....
To despise this life-and die another day!!
To make another pass and try and take another soul+
The lying mask-the deadly beauty
The death mask white-erotic-madness
makes the truer man-made-bastard seem even worse
The casual handsome-makes triumph of this often brutal bastard son

In living-lying flesh again-you conquere
+the burning-dying-rising of erotical lights
Blinding highs of goddess-denied
Spilling over-spasming out-sinning again
Iv'e lost to you.again-only goddess wins in me!

As you whore to blind decadence-
youd whore all others also unto you
No love for gods-no gods for love
Your beauty just agons of my stupified lusts!
Dosnt die-fast
Nor erode in catalogues of your decadent soul!
I know-I fall-I die-I masturbate back into deaths pass
Stays triumphal despite earthly life and shadows horror!
Your beastly figure overlays the divine-makings
I have wanted to offer to this blacker-bitch
Made from life's greeds
A better self-made bitter
Black rose of suffrage
You whore me-even divine conviction
In divine sufferances}

Echoes fresh of words of torment+
This stupid wasting of price ....
Cant close the gates of my soul-ware you from my mind-as I should!
Cant erase at the traces-strange stain wares in through!
Strange black-cast comes back on through.....
Black feather cast off-the dreaming still remains+

Lost in older dreams-these shackled ryhmes...
My soul does cast about for freedom!
Smells the air-senses the light+
Blind angel tears keep me frozen-stupid+
Surrounded by monsters-who dont care anyway.....
Kept scarred by impunitys+
Unclean vomit-unclean flavours will be the death of me+
Harder cuts and unkind words mark me like a slave+
Marked down and burned well-in! my flesh too many times!
Holy father reedems what man has take
-But flesh just becomes some burden kind again?!?+
The light kept burning well of pain within me+
Cast down angel wants to crawl away!
Go free anywayz+
Kept chained up-though Im not wanted+
This bitter stain......lovers pledges ill-meant-pages just blowing away+

Promises and pledges got burnt at the edges-marked with distain+
Thumb print of a prisoner marks the main premise of bitter-demise+
Some mischanced-self gotten torn down+
Perchance freedom needing to die-got taken+
Some slowley from death drain.....
some fast from an equal gone slain!
Fingerprints taken cant mar this terrible pain+
That you know you take-what others make+
More alike that I am the prince....?!?!
The price in purer souls-while you are the bastard made paupher?!?

Made so cruel and marked down-you make yourself blindly harsh in deeper reign-this selfdespiser-so unkind+
You blame me just for being+
But by gods love-I didnt know the price!

Your not just a Prince But a whore of your own soul+
Self made whore-a prince to your own price+
A whore to those youve cast about+
Theyd spit in your dust-but you cannot see}

Know my hatred burns so sure and true+
This snake of black- to bring me back+
Wont die on blooded knees to your bitter-strain+
Something wrong with you?!?
Something muffles and marks your soul?!?
You came to me living-loving!
Now back into prison cell of own mind-you are dead again+
All deadness-dead to this world
dead in this world-white skin so beautifull under the light-more like death-mask now?!?
I saw you are living flesh-lusted most royally for warmer flesh ....
Yet why your dead soul crawls?!?!
Images should be present and crisp-yet really fading and blurring?!?!
For sure love is the gods-great redemption .....
In scarring me-in turning me away.....for sure I know you die+++
Yet dont know why?!?

Decadence and waste has many well-springs pushing up.....
Why would you feed them?!?
You dont feel in this world-soul gone numb-dumbed down?!?
You dont fight back-when they sell you #100 ways to pain?!?!

Surely my hate for you is turbulent and fresh+
This black snake spitting would take on your flesh till it splits at seams.....
Would quench your thirst......
Most surely my lust is made now most vivid to your holy face-made hallowed to mine own eyes++ kept vivid far beyond my years-far beyond these scars and the grinding of your fists cannot even salvage me from these vampire mists-these myths kept growing-kept receding!!
Kept in shackles of beleiving and the slow bleeding of non beleiving+
Rising up in lust from your living form+
Falls back down again slower in the wake of my hate! Black and fast its spring fast-so fast down into your flesh+

Hunted turns back on god+
Fingers crossed behind my back.....
Hunted turns to hunter+
You lead me-love me blind-I love you-I leave you alone again+
Soured to the fates-the face of man again-my soul just recedes! Tide turned away again+

I lead you back down dead-when the stupid claws my eyes out again+
Anger for impuritys-anger for impietys+
White angel stands back to back-with this black+
Gone blackened again+
Stay inside dead mans wreath-stay like dead in tomb of stupid+
Lost in blinding lusts and casting about again....

Always lying to a living breathing soul+
made much more than yours-less blind to the mirror am I+
Dont lie to the hunger-gods....
When thirst is big.....
Though oblivions trail sneaks back in again++
Dying from my honest intentions.....
knotted in my feirce attentions!!
Suiside to my breathing motions+
Force kept in motion.....
When too-vivid images come most insistant that I care yet again?!?
To be continued......

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